Hey guys, I promised to write when I had something to write about, and I am glad to tell you that day has finally arrived. I really hope none of you were holding your breath, because, well..for obvious reasons, and also they say breathing is good for stress.
So I am sitting here on a Greyhound bus on my way to Banff. Random right? Not really, but a little, insomuch as it's January and I don't partake in winter sporting activities, unless you count drinking in the lounge above a curling rink to support my cousins while they play. I think that may actually count. Anyways. The Greyhound bus. Did you know they have free WiFi on these things? I think I'm sold, the wifi might make up for the dude in the row next to me taking :secret"selfies for the past hour, wearing a white TapOut hoodie with no shirt underneath, adjusting the height of his zipper, waxing his hair, and wearing mirrored RayBans. INSIDE THE BUS. it's like a (bus) crash, you don't want to stare but you can't tear your eyes away....it's been over an hour now and he's probably taken over a hundred photos. And he's at least 35. How long do I have to sit here and take this? the bus ride is nearly 6 hours. Somebody shoot me. I'll give you half a ham sandwich and a movie-sized roll of Junior Mints?
So, the knee, right. I forgot for a second there. You guys are good little distractors. A few weeks ago I got a brace from a local podiatrist/orthopedic bracing office.It was an Osseur neoprene brace with a keyhole patella opening and some metal stabilizing bars on the lateral and medial aspects. within 4 days the femur aspect of the neoprene had stretched out to nearly flapping state because I had to keep pulling it up so that my patella would centre inside the hole. I had a hell of a time getting the company to take it back for a full refund as they thought my leg had atrophied. It has, it's 1.5 cm smaller at the thigh than my right leg (35 cm on the left, 36.5 on the right, measured 7 inches above the top edge of the patella) The problem with pull-on knee braces is that they force your kneecap to sit within the designated area, and for those whose patella's sit high or low in relation to the surrounding anatomy, it is very painful to have outside forces artificially push or pull your kneecap out of alignment in order to conform to a certain ideal. Keep in mind these braces are suposed to hel stabilize the patella from tracking abnormally laterally, and in my case, medially, now factor in a brace forcing it to shift distally (downwards) because the brace is designed for a knee that's "normal" and sitting where it should in most of the general population. Not fun. Frustrating, actually.
So I found a brace at RowMac in Kamloops called the DonJoy Reaction brace that isn't a pull-on, it's a strap on. (Anyone who snickered at that gets to take a 2-minute minor) . The beauty of this brace is that you center your patella in the opening, and then secure the straps to tighten it around your leg after that. It stays with your patella, and is never slipping or for forcing your patella into a position that is unnatural for your own anatomy. It's wonderful and lightweight. The only thing is that mine is Lime JELL-O green because the office didn't have any other colours, and I didn't want to wait to i
order anything else in. This is the only brace that keeps y knee in place somewhat. All the other braces made from neoprene or nylon or fabric just kind of let my patella slide around underneath and were completely ineffective. This brace actually works somewhat. Nothing keeps my knee from shifting around but I feel pretty confident I won't get a full blown sublux while wearing this brace. Pretty cool!
I am almost in Banff now, and I'm pretty nervous to see Dr. Hiemstra tomorrow. Scott Hughes, my regular orthopedic surgeon, the guy who referred me to Dr H, has been great. He has been honest with me that my issues are beyond his scope as a surgeon and if it were him, he would want to go to Dr. H, and quickly. So, he bumped me up ahead in the waiting list, which I am so grateful for..as this hasn't been an easy thing to come to terms with. His receptionist and I didn't get along at first, I think she thought I was a pain in the ass as I wanted to get a second opinion (this was all prior to him discovering my patellar instability and he thought I had an ACL Tear) and she threatened to cancel all my appts if I persued a second opinion. Once they realized I was right, it was my mpfl insufficiency and patellar instability, shes been an angel ever since. lol.
Many people have been very casual in saying "So obviously you're not planning on riding any more right? I mean, lets not be stupid, you've been lucky up until now" and things like "So are you planning on riding any more or are you going to smarten up now?" Things like that. Of course these types of off-the-cuff remarks come from family and friends that don't ride, and have no idea what my life has been like, or the sacrifices I have made for my riding career. I even had one person say to me "You're not planning on riding anymore are you?" I am not sure what is worse, those comments, or the people who say things like "Chin up! I'm sure once your leg heals you'll be back in the saddle again!" or "Don't worry, you can ride side saddle!" or "Have you considered driving?" or "You'll ride again, if it's meant to be". There's a third category, a particularly painful one, the people who have said "Don't be so upset, it's just riding." and "At least you still have two legs, you'll find a new hobby."
Bus just arrived in Banff. Off I go!